Bloggie, it keeps hurting more and more..He doesnt knw what to do anymore..
Is there anything he can do ?
Confused and in pain.. Not having anywhere to go..
Drowning in his own hidden tears.
Unable to help himself,
he jus keeps himself from getting more hurt...
By which is still affecting him so much..
As everyone around him is moving on..
They have left the scene..
And the only one whom is left in the scene is this lonely soul.
Am scared.. Am so scared..
Everyone is going off..
Leaving..
Not that their leaving me, but that their moving on with life..
Indirectly they are moving on to the next stage..
Unable to do anything I just remain and sob in my heart..
PLEASE HELP ME OH LORD..
Where life takes me ? I leave it to LIFE itself
with the hope it wont let me down..
It wont right ?
What do I have for myself ?
NOTHING.. Absolutely nothing..
Screwed up life he lives..
Take me away from here..
take me away from this world..
Take me back in time..
WAY BACKKKKKKKKKK..
Back to when everything was right..
What happened ?
What am I doing here..
I've noone to blame but me.
Please help me..
He feels so dead..
A walking lifeless body..
Everytime he thinks it cant get anymore worse..
It does..
Signing off,
PKD